Soon Be Gone

Soon Be Gone
02/02/08- 7:04PM

Every night right before I stood beside myself, right in the midst of pain,
Memories rolled over with our thoughts that right here left.
Try ignoring the pain while keeping my tears falls with rain,
Saving the night to dream for the best you can’t give when I’m awake.

All alone hoping one day, our smiles chimes along with our hearts,
Sympathizing each other’s feeling, emptying doubts deep inside,
Fixing my broken wings and fly with me to the endless sky,
Raising our both hands to the highest and here we will start the quest.

All along I kept these unbounded feelings, keeping words unspoken,
Waiting to hear a sound, which would melt away the pain when you’re gone
But the burst of courage I’d always shown would simply mean nothing,
For you, these routine of mine is just a passion and perhaps just an illusion.

And now I felt you’ve finally decided and I barely accepted,
That I could see your world will be unhappy with mine.
And eventually it’s your sensation suddenly washed with no sign,
Though words unprompted, I need to let you go and free my mind.

I know this overflowing feeling would tired and soon be gone,
Soon your lingering smile would fade away; so I just need to realize it now.
But now I need to crash it down and don’t want these tears beat me somehow,
So even if I gather all the stars tonight there is no chance you could be mine.

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To love ain't so easy, you'll never know what is really the essence of it until you get hurt, stand up and move on.